4-11-20 Curiosity


Wondering, inquisitiveness, interest, wonder, marvel.

Antonym:  Indifference, disregard, closed, narrow, fearful,
striving for a selfish result.

In an addiction there is no curiosity. Mostly, there’s a frozen sense of dread and a need for the world to go the way we want it to, even though we know it is spiraling downward. We’re afraid of change, and incapable of any honest interaction with others. We keep trying to force our simplistic, selfish needs on everyone. After we have recovered from our main addiction or obsession, we can still utilize the same tactics in running our everyday life, which will continue to bring a sense of dissatisfaction and fear. No way to live your precious life.

go of certainty. The opposite isn’t uncertainty. It’s openness,
curiosity and a willingness to embrace paradox, rather than choose up
sides. The ultimate challenge is to accept
as we are
but never stop trying to learn and grow.” – Tony

past can bedevil us. Look at the past: the ‘should-haves’ and the
‘wish I hadn’ts,’ with a sense of your part in it and a
curiosity of how to best work with it. Then take care of it the best
you can, and let
it go
The future can confuse us and bring the fear of ‘I won’t get what
I want,’ or ‘something will go wrong.’ Plan the best you can,
then let
any needed outcome. Remain flexible. After considering and taking any
action in regard to the past or future, let
it go
and if it comes back, let
it go again
being curious and engaged in the NOW. Constantly opening to NOW,
again and again.

We are SO used to constantly letting our minds run on and on
without even being aware of it that it seems natural. It’s actually
a disorderly and unbalanced mind that takes us down many side roads
of our own making, having nothing to do with reality. Insanity? At
the least, it’s being constantly distracted from relating to truth
and reality. Awareness and curiosity will bring us back home.

meditation, mindfulness-awareness, we begin learning how to be
curious. We accept and acknowledge our thoughts and then release
them. We remain open and curious about what might arise next, without
forcing or rejecting anything. We are just seeing what
is happening.

is a primary aspect of mindfulness. Curiosity can be used as a way to
inquire into our experience—the joyful and painful alike.
Mindfulness begins with awareness and the recognition or
acknowledgment that something is here. It must include intention and
the willingness to be
is being shown. Curiosity or interest can thus lead us to mindful
investigation and exploration, coming to fully know experience
as it is. Staying with whatever is happening, whether it is wanted or
unwanted, can help us to accept what is, and enhance our capacity for
compassion. “Acceptance doesn’t require that we have to like what
is going on, but rather to be willing to acknowledge it’s reality.”
– Melissa

If we are acting from our ego without any discipline regarding curiosity, it may not turn out well.

“It is not the curiosity itself that is the problem but what we do next. There is a reason we have childproofed wall sockets,” – Dr. M. Lee Freedman  “Curiosity can be only vanity if we only want to know something so that we can talk about it.” (Paraphrased) –  Blaise Pascal

truly embrace an attitude of curiosity means you begin to question
things in your life and the world around you with
no attachment to the answer.
last part is the key. Even if the subject at hand is something you
know a lot about, yourself for example, pretend you are getting to
know it for the first time and with wonder, begin to inquire, observe
and learn. To do this without judgment requires an incredibly high
degree of openness.” – Melissa

Be curious about how you can be present and perhaps useful to
someone else. We need to care for ourselves, but only to the point of
being and feeling healthy enough, to share with others. Not needing
to be a Mother Teresa or a Gandhi, but to simply be present and
available for someone else, and be a positive aspect in their life.
There is the richness of life: giving, not getting.

curious about all things
in your life. All the everyday tasks and interactions. Driving to
work on the same route, talking to the same people. Sitting in or
walking across the same room. Drinking from the same cup. Practice
opening up to all the usual things in your life. See them all for
the first time, every time. Deepen your awareness and appreciation by
NOT KNOWING anything. It takes practice to consistently open up,
instead of watching the re-run. Can you feel the irritation when
something is not happening the way YOU expected? Great! Use the
awareness of your irritation to open up and accept what
ACTUALLY is happening. You may get a good laugh at your expectation
and feeling of entitlement. Then you feel the breath of fresh air in
the acceptance and curiosity of,  “OK…what now?” 

curious about being lazy, or being more responsible and pro-active.
Don’t need to change anything, just be curious how it feels. Any
change will come about organically if you keep opening up to living
more fully with awareness. There is a heaviness in our expected
normal lifestyle. Different day, same shit. You are the one who can
choose to wallow in the same shit, or can
open up to the wonder and magic of your life.

allowed me to question all the things I’d assumed would
make me happy, or keep me safe. When my life was completely upended,
and I felt that I literally had no ground to stand on, curiosity kept
the possibility of a new, stronger kind of happiness alive.” –
Patricia Rockman

Be childlike in
your opening up to experiences, not childish,
by trying to force an outcome, or repeat the same old pattern because
you’re comfortable with it. Don’t binge watch re-runs on your
mental tablet; open up to a completely new experience with
surround-sound and a 360
degree screen. Feel the vibrant reality
of a curious presence that is always there.

Most important is your curiosity, that desire to keep questioning,
to keep finding something new…an opening, a possibility. There is
no such thing as forcing happiness. The things that are right for you
light you up from the inside. It takes curiosity to find that
personal magic.

do you fill your bucket? One drop at a time
The journey of a
thousand miles begins with one curious step
The great arises out
of small things that are honored and cared for
Heart Of Recovery
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